We rebound so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster.
You’re too smart not to know how rare, how special what you two had.
He was more than intelligent. What you two had had everything and
nothing to do with intelligence.
You’re both lucky to have found each other. Because you two are good.
I’m sure he said the same thing about you.
It flatters you both.
On your least expected, nature has cunning ways to find our weakest
spot. Just remember, I’m here.
Right now you may not wanna feel anything, maybe you never wanna feel
anything, and maybe it’s not to me you wanna speak about these things,
but, feel something you obviously did.
Look, you had a beautiful friendship. Maybe more than a friendship. And
I envy you.
In my place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away, or pray
that their sons land on their feet. But, I am not such a parent.
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster, that we go
bankrupt by the age 30. And have less to offer each time we start with
someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel
anything. What a waste!
Have I spoken out of turn？
And I will say one more thing, it will clear the air.
I may have come close, but I never had what you two have. Something
always held me back or stood in the way.
How you live your life is your business. Just, remember. Our hearts and
our bodies are given to us only once, and before you know it, your
heart’s worn out, and, as for your body, there comes a point when no one
looks at it, much less wants to come near it.
Right now, there is sorrow, pain. Don’t kill it. And with the joy you
Then we go bankrupt by the age of 30.
And less we can offer each time we start with someone new.
But to make yourself feel nothing so not to feel anything, what a waste.
I may have come close, but I never have what you two have.
Something always held me back, and stood in the way.
How you live your life is your business.
Just remember our heart and our body were given to us only once.
And before you know it, your heart is worn-out.
As for your body, there comes a point no one wants to scan it, much less
ones come to near it.
Right now, there is sorrow, pain.
Don’t kill it.
And withhold the joy you felt.